When you are tired
When you are dull
Or, when we are down
Disappoint, disappointed, disappointing, disappointment
I am not smart, nor am I a star
Never shine at the very first place, never ever
Show silliness even, not cute at all
Ummm what’s wrong with my brain lol
Sorry for disappointing you, and me
Gonna be, have to be, more diligent, coz it’s the only way out, for me
I am never clever enough, sigh
Would I shine one day?
People are getting higher position, getting good offers. Yes I really confess it is much better than mine. It definitely is.
It sucks when I feel that I feel bad becoz of this. Coz it is so wrong to be jealous. I shouldn’t. Yet I am a little upset.
When they are doing so much better than you and when again and again you doubt yourself in life, for work, for relationship, for family, for everything anything.
And where should I go?